Lack of Motivation- Update

For those of you who read my blog i’m sorry for the lack of interest, posts and effort on this page. Also for the appreciation I haven’t been giving. I succeeded in having over 150 subscribers and to some that’s nothing but for me that’s a lot.

So,  for this post there’s going to be a few things.
Number 1 is:

Thank you.
For leaving comments, joining in with my posts and giving them likes which really does boost the inspiration to write more, something that I should hopefully be getting back.

Number 2:

My life is a whirlwind.
I’ve been stuck in this sort of nothing for a while in terms of what I want to do with my life. Whilst all my friends are out there at uni or being offered jobs, I just don’t know what I want. For me I need a goal or aspiration to work towards, I don’t know what job could do that for me.

I started training to become a diver to progress towards a diving instructor. I got qualified as an Open Water Diver and an Advanced Open Water Diver which was such a cool experience. And then realized how much that sucks up your money and can’t afford decent rose, so Aldi’s £4.50 bottle is going to have to do for the moment. I’m feeling as skint as a student without the education.

I also want to travel and see the world more but without mular i’m a stuck potato on a couch. Right now I feel like Ian Beale to your right (dramatic as ever.) If you don’t understand this reference you are clearly more educated and sophisticated than I am.

I tried working as a waitress. I’m legit a walking accident in which things seem to fall and smash without me touching them so that job didn’t go to plan. (Also minimum wage for a 19 year old was £5.80, HOw Do yOu exPEct mE To LIve?!)

So now i’m in the head space of do I settle down for a more serious career path in which travelling would become much more difficult for having periods of time off or get stuck with a rubbish lil job again. I’m 19 for christ sakes shouldn’t there be more to life than worrying about money and the future right now.

Number 3:
What I want to do with my future is unknown or where it’ll take me.

I love writing, adventurous activities (thrill seeker is the word), socializing, reading, conservation, marine biology (you need a degree for that I’ve found out) and putting myself out there. IF ANYONE KNOWS A JOB THAT PUTS THOSE WORDS INTO ONE TITLE THAT WOULD BE GREAT but for the mean time i’m going to try and find a path to go down and see where it leads. Wish me luck pals.

 

Anyway, sorry for this little rant/update. Hopefully we can look forward to a more positive and funny posts in the future whilst I sort myself out but thank you for the followers who stuck around. Your support means a lot to me.

Au Revoir.